I will be plain. I am not accustomed to dwelling in a house so pestered with strange folks. And dogs. I creep about most careful of my safety, but I see and hear much, you may believe me.
We have not had merriment of late. All must wear a mask of sorrow, whether they be sad or no, because the old Catlick lord [the Earl’s grandfather] has died. I hear tell he will have a fine house to lodge in, same as was built for my lord’s maggot-brained father.
When I gave newes of this at the Cats’ Field, I arrkst, “Why cannot rich folks have a hole in the ground?”
The Mad Cat sayt, “We come up like flowers and are cut down, and vanish like shadows, and never continue in one state.”
(Fine words. I may steal them, as he’s been known to steal mine.)
“Rich folks are like robbers,” he went on. “They cannot bide quiet in a hole; they must have the finest houses, even when they’re dead.”
“To the great annoyance of their heirs,” called Linkin. “Who hoped to get their paws on more money than they do.”
What things they two learn from their mad mistress and her lawyer son.
I entertain myself by watching my lord and his friends play at killing each other. They stamp up and down the gallery most murderous. Their claws are not fit for fighting, so they hold a dagger in one hand and a sword in the other. I count this a comedy, but they take great pride in theirselves.
And I attend upon my lord. I’m not so familiar with him as I was when we were kits together and he first guided my untutored pen. But I believe we’re very like.
We was both took from our mothers too soon. And he makes a great show of hisself (as some say I do).
He loves his mirror, though not as Narcissus loved his pool of water. When my lord is content with what his servants have made of him, he comes away from his reflection most cheerful.
But I do not believe he takes that image for his true self. Or loves what he thinks his true self to be. Perchance his self is at odds with his soul? I must think more on it.
My education continues apace. I’m learning Italian, as the nobilitie do.
And I know of Pie-Takers. When first I heared that name, I thought they was a pair of thieving dogs or foxes. But no.
That is called: met in sycosis [metempsychosis].
Today Nero came up in the garden like a black flower (if there can be such a thing) in hopes of a glimpse of our Earl.
When Nero makes haste, he has a strange hopping gait.
He says this comes from being so long at sea, where he trod the decks in wild weathers.
I believe it is because he has no tail to weight his backside.
“Well met in sycosis, friend,” sayt I, most wittie.
“What flea has bit you now?” arrkst Nero.
We sat a while. I told him what I’d learnt of the transmigration of souls.
I sayt that when he was last in this world, he was a rabbit. As his gait proves. And my lord might have him cooked and tasted, so all could judge how much of a rabbit he is.
Nero vanished like a shadow then.